Bismillahirahmanirrahim.
Banyak betul benda di dalam kepalaku hari ini. On the way back to galway tadi, dalam dok fikir tentang banyak hal lain, tiba2 teringat kepada arwah abang sulungku. Tak tahu mengapa...tapi bayangan wajahnya sangat jelas. Mungkin rindu kot....huhu. Teringat zaman kecik2 dulu, zaman di mana aku selalu membodeknya bila ada trip sekolah (dia dah keje time tu, aku lak masih di primary school). Seorang yang pendiam, tak penah lawan cakap mak abah...(mak aku sendiri yg mengakuinya). "mak su garang, baik2 tau"...kata2 abangku kpd anak saudara yang tak tahu duduk diam. Dialog terakhir kami adalah mengenai kehidupan aku di Ireland "best tak dok sana?" tanya abangku..huhuhu. Tak tahu kenapa aku dok bercerita kat sini...yang pastinya, perasaan rindu ni kurniaan Allah, ada hikmah di sebalik sesuatu. Apapun, rindu aku ni rindu yang tak dapat terubat, kerana orang yg dirindui telah kembali kpd Allah swt, Pencipta Yang Agung. Sesungguhnya daripada Allah kita semua datang, kepada Allah jualah tempat kita semua kembali. Moga roh abangku dicucuri rahmat.
Banyak betul benda di dalam kepalaku hari ini. On the way back to galway tadi, dalam dok fikir tentang banyak hal lain, tiba2 teringat kepada arwah abang sulungku. Tak tahu mengapa...tapi bayangan wajahnya sangat jelas. Mungkin rindu kot....huhu. Teringat zaman kecik2 dulu, zaman di mana aku selalu membodeknya bila ada trip sekolah (dia dah keje time tu, aku lak masih di primary school). Seorang yang pendiam, tak penah lawan cakap mak abah...(mak aku sendiri yg mengakuinya). "mak su garang, baik2 tau"...kata2 abangku kpd anak saudara yang tak tahu duduk diam. Dialog terakhir kami adalah mengenai kehidupan aku di Ireland "best tak dok sana?" tanya abangku..huhuhu. Tak tahu kenapa aku dok bercerita kat sini...yang pastinya, perasaan rindu ni kurniaan Allah, ada hikmah di sebalik sesuatu. Apapun, rindu aku ni rindu yang tak dapat terubat, kerana orang yg dirindui telah kembali kpd Allah swt, Pencipta Yang Agung. Sesungguhnya daripada Allah kita semua datang, kepada Allah jualah tempat kita semua kembali. Moga roh abangku dicucuri rahmat.
A reminder for all of us....
Last Breath
From those around I hear a Cry,
An awful sob,
a Hopeless sigh,
I hear their footsteps leaving slow,
And then I know my soul must Fly!
A chilly wind begins to blow,
within my soul,
from Head to Toe,
And then,
Last Breath escapes my lips,
It's Time to leave.
And I must Go!
So, it is True (But it's too Late)
They said: Each soul has its Given Date,
When it must leave its body's core,
And meet with its Eternal Fate
Oh mark the words that I do say,
Who knows? Tomorrow could be your Day,
At last, it comes to Heaven or Hell
Decide which now, Do NOT delay !
Come on my brothers let's pray
Decide which now, Do NOT delay !
Oh God! Oh God! I cannot see !
My eyes are Blind! Am I still Me
Or has my soul been led astray,
And forced to pay a Priceless Fee
At last to Dust we all return,
Some shall rejoice,
while others burn,
If only I knew that before
The line grew short,
and came my Turn!
And now, as beneath the soil
They lay me (with my record flawed),
They cry, not knowing I cry worse,
For, they go home,
I face my God!
Oh mark the words that I do say,
Who knows, Tomorrow could be your Day,
At last, it comes to Heaven or Hell
Decide which now,
Do NOT delay !
Come on my brothers let's pray
Decide which now, do not delay ....
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